How are you?

I was walking by the streets and struggled to contain my emotions...

The wind was strong, the snow fleeted down.

I fell down in deep thought

why am i walking in the snow alone?

I trudge on from the sludge and return to the empty shell

Lock up my heart but slip off my face...

I pick up my phone, and reached into my folders

I touch your photo...how are you?

Its been a long time...how are you?

The snows down,winds's chilly,i'm alone...how are you?

Theres no warmth in this shell of a place...i'm lonely...how are you?

I ache for you like god knows...i'm withering in hell...how are you?

Perhaps you're also indulging in the depths of hurt too...i don't know

You once said you'll remember me for life, do you still remember now?

You said we'll spend the days in warmth and bask in love...do you remember now?

I wonder if your heart still aches...how are you now?

Are you also struggling like me...how are you now?

My heart's breaking apart...my soul torn shred into pieces...how are you now?

You said you'll accompany me into hell...through the winters...through the shells.

Through fire,through ice,through love,through hate.

Do you still remember now?

How are you now? Are you still in pain...like me?

How are you now...recovering...or dying like me?

How are you now? Emotionless...or in your poker-face?

Do you know what hurts the most?

Its when my ex sends me greetings...its worse then exchanging greetings with a complete stranger.

The hurt...anger...regret...contempt...

It hurts badly.

How are you now?

I ask myself if i've adjusted to this life...how are you now?

I slap my heart countless times...how are you now?

My souls been thrown to hell...burnt in fire...how are you now?

I've got no right to intrude in your life...but how are you now?

The snow falls...winds blow. The flame in my heart's been extinguished.

You said you'll remember me...do you still remember me now?

Have you forgotten me...or are you still inside our memories...delving deeper into our past?

Does your heart also hurt like mine?

All i can etch out now...from my mouth...is one question.

How are you now?

Is the a vicious cycle of thoughts sent to torment me?

Am i being punished for neglecting you in the past?

Are you also thinking of the same?

My heart hurts...it aches it burns...it stings it snaps...but all i can think of is...how are you now?

I miss you like hell...i wallow in anger...i thrash in regret...how are you now?

I reminisce our past like mad...i hit myself countless times...how are you now?

Are you still fighting with your emotions like you did...are you still hating me...how are you now?

I snap the phone shut. I slip off the locks to my soul. I lock off my senses. I dash out to the roads.

Without bothering about my clothes...my shoes...my looks...i dash off in search.

For my love,my answers,my goal,my life,my soul, and to know...how are you now.